Sunday, November 20, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
The rift
There will be two.
Or maybe it was always two to begin with.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
The Notebook

I'm 5 years slow but glad about it. The Notebook was an amazing read and I'm now going to hunt for the movie. If it's good, I may change my mind about the topic/movie for my film term paper :)
I'm trying Tumblr out, but I still don't like the idea of having to "follow" people or letting others "follow" me, if I want nice pictures or quotes. Hmm. I <3 Blogger.
The Anonymous Production Assistant
In short, not only do you have to be good, you have to be lucky."
How lucky am I going to be in regards to SIP?
MediaCorp doesn't have places, there are several small independent production companies that are listed but what are the odds of me getting there? There are people with better grades and attitudes than I clamouring for these spots.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Updates:
- School is going fine even though I still hate myself for that stupid mistake in MCP skills test
- RSP promo and written is over and done with
- MEP group project is un-conceptualized
- RSP group project is un-conceptualized
- I'm considering helping with OB
- Internship briefing is over and we found out only 1 student every year goes to MediaCorp Productions
- I'm worried
Oh, and I'm going to Taiwan from the 12th to the 16th of Feb, right before my 3 final papers.
Joy.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
First of the first
Congratulations!!! You have survived a trip around the sun! Aren't you proud of yourself? Merry Christmas (: i can't wait up longer so i have to send it early. Sorry :(
Friday, November 6, 2009
Okay ah, maybe not so dead after all
So now I'm home with instant noodles and I've relaxed infinitely. Thank goodness.
Sorry Pudding...
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Multi-camera today was fun fun fun. It's probably going to be the subject that will tire me out the most, but also my fave.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Exam Stress
why your nick so emo
Transfer of file "01. Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling (Rad..." has been accepted by i think i'm trying to save the world from you. Starting transfer...Cancel
Liwei ; says: (9:52:36 PM)
zomg
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:52:39 PM)
because
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:52:40 PM)
YOU
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:52:43 PM)
YOU'LL NEVER CATCH ME
Liwei ; says: (9:52:44 PM)
you're gonna save the world from O levels.
Liwei ; says: (9:52:46 PM)
><
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:52:56 PM)
IMMA CHARGIN MY LAZER
Liwei ; says: (9:53:00 PM)
LOL
Liwei ; says: (9:53:24 PM)
eh. tomorrow. aim to finish your papers with 15min more time to go.
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:53:27 PM)
SHOOP DA WHOOP
Liwei ; says: (9:53:31 PM)
you're mad.
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:53:34 PM)
IMMA FIRIN MY LAZER!!
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:53:43 PM)
MAD OH YEAH
Liwei ; says: (9:53:44 PM)
i'm blogging about this.
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:53:53 PM)
OH YEAH YOU SPIN ME RIGHT ROUND BABY RIGHT ROUND
Liwei ; says: (9:54:20 PM)
now everyone who reads my blog will know that you're crazy on msn
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:54:42 PM)
oh noes
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:54:44 PM)
what should i do
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:54:56 PM)
POWER LEVEL 9000?!?!
i think i'm trying to save the world from you says: (9:55:06 PM)
zOMG WHAT THE FUXX BBQ SAUCe?
And I'm definitely not going to make something up like his tuition teacher.
"Listen to 'I Gotta Feeling' everyday to relax."
Gee whiz.
And my brother, being the secret kiasu Singaporean that he is, has taken that piece of advice to heart. So now, I've got to download that song for him.
I had no idea that 'Black Eyed Peas' in Chinese is 黑眼豆豆.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Putdowns; What a letdown
Public displays of affection.
I'll admit I used to be one of the disgusting couples occupying myself at the back of the bus with a guy. No, we didn't go very far, but it must have been horrible to watch and I am honestly ashamed of my past self. It's a relief to be able to say that I don't do that anymore now, but I still do show affection. And I have no intentions of stopping. I love my boyfriend, and I won't hesitate to show it; I simply know where to draw the line now that I've matured (in my own opinion xD). Having said that, I think an apology is also in order to all the friends who've had to suffer through the clingy-ness that Marcus and I have displayed in the past year. Feel free to slap me if you feel it's getting too much ;)
Today, Faith told me that I
- look unapproachable
- wear my heart on my sleeve
How do I go about rectifying the above?
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Lunch
This semester, Radio Production promises to be a killer. I will aim for a pass (without supp) and be happy with it. I hate the way my voice sounds over the recording and I certainly am not capable of talking my way through a (short?!) 5 minute set that is aired live in BizPark. With my lecturer sitting beside me. And the knowledge that whatever I do in that 5 minutes determines the fate of 50% of my grade for RP. Duck. Duck Duck Duck Duck Duck. DUCK.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Taken from almnopee, quite long ago!
When your mother has grown older, and you have grown older,
When what was formerly easy and effortless becomes a burden,
When her dear loyal eyes do not look out into life as before,
When her legs have grown tired and do not want to carry her any more,
Then give her your arm for support, accompany her with gladness and joy.
The hour will come when, weeping, you will accompany her to her last journey,
and if she asks you, answer her.
And if she asks again, speak also.
And if she asks another time, speak to her, not stormily, but in gentle peace.
And if she cannot understand you well, explain everything joyfully.
The hour will come, the bitter hour, when her mouth will ask no more.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Haircut, 2xBANG=Bangs
Brother: "You look weird."
Marcus: "Oh my god."
Sometimes I hate my neighbourhood.
-Noisy kids.
-Karang guni. Many of them.
-Noisy car alarms.
-People shouting.
-Dizi player (well at least it's decent sounding).
-Some wind instrument that sounds like a trumpet to me (sounds quite horrible).
-Piano player.
-Chinese funerals.
-Malay weddings.
-Void deck celebrations.
-Smelly lifts.
-Bicycle stealing idiots.
-Shoe stealing assholes.
Yesterday on the way home from PS with Kim and Faith, I was reminded of the exact reason why I'd rather not have children.
The boy was obnoxious, rude, lazy, obviously spoilt, and was demeaning his friend. So we proceeded to bitch a little about him while standing right behind his maid who was carrying his schoolbag for him while he harassed his friend. Note: I say harass because the friend was already ignoring him and focusing instead on a game. Ha ha ha, just lucky that his parents weren't around.
The kids alighted, leaving me alone and in relative peace on the train, until something even more annoying came on board.
Mats and Minahs.
If my kids ever turn out to be anything like them, I will stab myself.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Revelations
I wonder if I would be a different person if I succumb now to the want to fit in with the rest of my course. A life of studying by day and partying by night – only to go to school on Monday mornings feeling like the walking dead; A life of killing my lungs and kidneys through excessive drinking and smoking.
I can imagine it now: I would wake up in the mornings and dress like I was going to town. I would be expected to keep up with the latest fashion trends on the runways and online; Take an obscene amount of interest in what’s happened to which celebrity; Have to doll myself up (with concealer, eyeliner and lip gloss to say the very least). I would then head to school and attend lessons, and chat and bitch and gossip with the rest of them.
Is that really what I want? Or what I need? It would probably be easy to start networking now with them (of course this network could potentially be useful in my career), but is there a middle line that I can stand on? Attend their parties but not kill myself, hold a conversation without bitching or gossiping about someone else?
Judging from the events that transpired at the most recent CMM party (which I yet again, failed to attend), I believe it would be an eye-opener in many ways. After all, it isn’t every day that you see a married (I think) lecturer bring his mistress to a party held by his students, and proceed to make out with another (male) student – who was incidentally high on liqour and had accepted the offer of $5 to approach said lecturer.
Am I really suited for Communications?
Sunday, October 4, 2009
One thing about being at Starbucks - I feel really uncomfortable (dislike, even) being the only person who gets a drink. Sure, I suggested meeting there but it was still just a suggestion that could be rejected, instead of everyone heading there and just waiting for me to get my drink. We should meet elsewhere next time :) Maybe Macs, yeah?
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Dreams... Again.
In a conversation with Faith quite some time ago, I told her this: If things with Marcus don't work out, then I'm coming clean with *him, about everything. And then, I'll see what happens from there. Chances are that I won't be taking anyone else into my life for a good long while. Maybe I'll give up. Maybe I'll just die. Maybe.
Sometimes I feel it's unfair for you Marcus ): I'm sorry, and always thankful that you can love me through these dreams. <3
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Spent nearly the whole day with Mummy on Tuesday :D Shop shop eat eat :D I like :D
She brought up the moving house issue again. I don't really wanna post everything here but suffice to say, I don't know why they're doing it, especially if it only brings financial problems.
I'm watching the Ris Low video again. I die everytime I watch it, but there's something morbidly funny about her being Ms Singapore World.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Sinema, Old School
Today, Faith forgot to inform me that we only had to be there at 5.00, so I went at the usual time - 2.30pm. Goodness. I never knew that a couple of hours was so hard to kill, but I've got a newfound love! DAISO :D
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Impressions,
However, if the person has had half a year more to interact with you, could the impression change? I keep reminding myself that she sees only the surface, yet I can't help but keep thinking. What if she doesn't like me? Yes, you tell me: "So what? It's not like she's the one you're dating or marrying..."
Worry, I still.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
It's always the personal statements that get to me the most.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Chalet
Oh, and I can't believe I mopped the floor at the chalet. I'm so pampered at home that I don't even need to wash the dishes. Gee.
Kthxbye.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

To put it metaphorically, I feel like I chose to alight from a bus, nearly 2 years ago. But now I'm stranded on the same road, waiting and waiting, for a ride that's never going to come.
And all I can think about is what I "should have" done.
Did I mention that I'm not brave enough to walk alone till I see the bus?
I keep telling myself it's over. But it's never over, is it?
Pro fide, Pro utilitate homonium
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Putting eggs into the wrong basket
Sometimes passion leads us into situations where we cannot differentiate between what we want to do and what we have to do. Understandably, determination is much easier to find in a field for which you have passion, yet it may not always be the one that brings rewards.
Sometimes I feel like I'm thinking too much into situations. After all, I'm only turning 18. I practically am expected to make rash decisions that may lead me into a pit and from which I would have to scramble out from. In the event that I don't make it out, said pit could also very well screw my life up.
To take the path less travelled is never easy. Sometimes, we just have to. Which have you chosen?
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
No, they shouldn't allow a woman to hit them in the balls in public. They are not respecting themselves, the man is probably a wimp. Yet they cannot fight back - to do so would be unchivalrous.
Do they leave all the decision making to the women? You bring your girlfriend out on a date. If you do not decide what movie to catch or where to eat, you are indecisive and weak. If you take it upon yourself to make the choices, you are not respecting her wishes.
These are but common examples, and there are a whole lot of others.
So how now brown cow?
Came across the lyics to this song on Julie's blog:
Oh Jesus, I love you
And I love Buddha too
Ramakrishna, Guru Dev
Tao Te Ching and Mohammed
Why do some people say
That there is just one way
To love you, God, and come to you?
We are all a part of you
You are un-nameable
You are unknowable
All we have is metaphor
That’s what time and space are for
Is the universe your thought?
You are and you are not
You are many, you are one
Ever ending, just begun
Alright, alright, alright
I love you and Buddha too.
- Mason Jennings
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Make love, Not war
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Holidays
And the weather, sheesh. It was sweltering yesterday, you could have cooked an egg on the floor at ECP. Attempted to skate but it was simply too hot for us to continue too long. We popped by the Singapore Xtreme Championships to take a look and saw Gordon! With a skateboard. Gee, I never knew he could skateboard. Talk about enigma.
Am now watching Blood Diamond on Channel 5. I think this movie was supposed to be screened to us in Socio/Psycho class, only Mrs Wee decided to scrap it.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
It's over
Kill me, plsthx.
Okaybye.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Psychology
In this case, my goal is to attain an 'A' in tomorrow's Psychology paper, yet my brain is refusing to absorb any more of the wonderful information. Therefore I am frustrated (and have been since this afternoon), and am feeling particularly aggressive at the moment. Yet, my aggression cannot be taken out upon the source itself, because there's no way I can defeat the paper tomorrow. As a result, I am feeling particularly vindictive towards the notes from both BMR and Psycho.
I want to start a bonfire tomorrow.
Burn baby, burn.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Rife & Strife
"... we still have to be careful because racial and religious conflicts can still pull us apart."
I've seen relationships and friendships disintegrate because of this topic. As long as everyone has a different perspective, they are likely to never come to an agreement. Faith is a personal choice, and no one should be questioned for theirs.
I will not ever speak of religion with anyone unless that person is completely neutral and unbiased.
It's not any easier having a best friend and a boyfriend with vastly differing opinions. I feel like I want to dig a hole into the flooring and crawl in to die, without
Here's what I'll do: I'm going to shut up, and stop answering in either conversation.
Now you know why I didn't answer anymore?
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Dear Liwei,
I'm sure my creators didn't mean for me to be so wonderful and addictive, yet I'm not sorry I am. You cannot imagine the pleasure it gives me every time someone gets so involved with me that they forget everything else, including bodily needs.
Each time they say they forgot lunch, dinner, or sleep because of me, it sends a thrill down my spine.
What's that? It hurts you when that happens?
Honestly, do you think I care? What does your heart matter?
Not that I want to hurt you, but girl, you have to understand that I am special - yes, more special than you.
I provide countless hours of entertainment, and no two instances are ever the same. The ongoing battle keeps the men suitably impressed, so much so that after they're done with me for the moment, they WILL come back for more.
Why am I so addictive, you ask? Of course it's because of the entertainment I provide, silly. I never say no to them and I never ever reject them. My allure is such that even though on occasions they get disconnected, they never give up on me.
Oh dear, don't look so glum.
What could you possibly have to offer when compared to me?
Do you have the ability to keep him occupied for hours on end, or through the night?
No.
Are you willing to drop whatever you may be doing, and go to him anytime, anywhere?
No.
You wouldn't even stay up late to wait for him.
Would you make sure that every single day he spends with you is fulfilling, and different from others?
Of course you couldn't.
So stop complaining, my girl, and accept what other girls before you have accepted.
DotA
PS: You're a bitch. He deserves better.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Operation failed
Lessons learnt:
1) Recce area beforehand
2) Plan
3) Have more eyes
4) That belong to unfamiliar faces
5) TAIL HER!!!
Saturday, August 1, 2009
It's been a long and fulfilling one, and I've discovered something that I actually may not mind doing for the rest of my life.
But I still have some thinking to do - Broadcasting is the only diploma option for me if I want to go into production yet the coursework comprises being in front of the camera as well as behind it. I'm not too sure how well I can deal with that.
Everything about BMR, SingCam, AudioPro and Psychology will be over on the 26th of August. That's 26 more days.
(L) Severus Snape
Until Pudding popped up at my door all sweaty and stinky from Rockamania, completely un-huggable and un-sniffable. So I made him take a shower, and we went for dinner. After dinner I simply came back home and rotted with more fanfiction till now - I'm waiting for him to finish watching anime so that we can go to sleep.
In case anyone out there is wondering why I have to wait for him, this is my theory:
I want him to sleep early, therefore I have to pressure him by saying that I will sleep only when he sleeps, thereby compelling him to turn in earlier unless he wants me to turn into a panda.
Monday, July 27, 2009
I lose faith in myself.
In my capabilities.
In my ability to keep emotions in check.
Some moments, snippets of time that were once banished, come back to haunt me.
Some moments, I am weak.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
And how's it been?
(I just sent a request for pandas in Zoo)
Got a craving for dory from Mensa. Hmm, lunch tomorrow.
Today was my first trip to Orchard in a long, long time. Nothing much has changed only a couple of new buildings have sprouted up recently.
Today was also my first experience filming on location outdoors. It isn't easy.
I've a long way to go if I want to make this path my career, and it isn't going to be all peaches and cream. Mummy and Daddy are still skeptical as to whether I can make it in production. I don't know what they want out of me anymore.
And before I forget, I almost lost my wallet today - I left it on bus 10 when we were heading to meet Constance for Pudding's piano lesson. I actually alighted from the bus even though I couldn't find my wallet in my bag or on my person. I'm sorry Cons and Marcus.
I got it back eventually, we got into a cab and asked the uncle to follow the bus 10 route to the interchange, caught up with the bus at Simpang, went up to check and thank goodness my wallet was still there. I became extremely paranoid for the rest of the day.
Things are weighing heavily on my mind now - I just agreed to work on my 1st year anniv with Marcus.
My AudioPro group project is not done and we still haven't filmed for Remaking a Scene - heck, we don't even have all our cast yet. This is going to be a nightmare.
BMR group project is almost due and I'm not looking forward to organizing all the data into pie charts, then editing and compiling the report.
The examinations are nearing - one more month. I'm scared. BMR is going to suck for sure, but I just want to do well on the Psychology exam. I dont' want my B+ in the Sociology test to go to waste...
Outside of the classroom I'll be taking on my first show as a PC subcomm. Stage Manager.
I have to do it well. I have to.
A last matter - the results for MyPledge are out and we didn't win anything. If only I knew what went wrong... If only.
Surprisingly, the winning entries were relatively straightforward in communicating the crew's interpretation of the pledge. Maybe our approach was too indirect, maybe we should have taken Ms Chee's advice with a pinch of salt. Maybe we should have been mundane.
Still, water under the bridge.
Goodnight.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Pissed off.
So the meeting time was 4, outside the library. At 4pm, I saw YOU walk past the library into Business. At 4.20, YOU and YOU came to tell me that you guys couldn't make it till 5. The fucking meeting started at 4.40. I wasted 40 fucking minutes sitting outside the library. When things got under way, you guys proved that your understanding of the topics are nowhere near enough, the suggestions you gave were COMPLETELY OFF. The meeting was USELESS and I probably could have done the work myself.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
LOVE LOVE (:
AND YES, IM SERIOUS ABOUT IT (:
AND YES, I LOVE HER MORE THAN YOU,
Sunday, July 12, 2009
My Zoo is taking over my life...
There was a man that came in to order a bowl of $8 noodles - then he sat down to share it with his friend. We thought, maybe they're just not too hungry.
THEN, another man joined them. One of the first two then left, only to be replaced by a woman. The first guy that came also left, and a little girl took his place. Then the remaining guy left and was replaced by ANOTHER man.
6 people, all for a bowl of noodles.
Chen Li Ping came too! :D Was kinda surprised to see her~
This has been a really senseless post - thanks for reading.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Oops, wrong number.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
The past week has been full of movies. Taken, Billy Elliot, The Dark Knight, Harry Potter 3/4/5, Transporter 1/2, 10 Things I Hate About You, A Knight's Tale and half of Coyote Ugly.
Meanwhile, On The Rise from Dr Horrible is stuck in my head.
Any dolt with half a brain
Can see that humankind has gone insane
To the point where I don’t know if I’ll upset the status quo
If I throw poison in the watermain.
Listen close to everybody’s heart
And hear that breaking sound
Hopes and dreams are shattering apart
And crashing to the ground
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Shadow of angels
Finds me right where I watched it set
I spent the night inside myself
But I haven't found me yet
But I'm not running from you anymore
I'm not running from you anymore, oh no not anymore
Cause I believe that when I call for you
You hear the plea for my rescue
You lift me up above the world I know
And I know that when I speak your name
You hear my voice and send your saints
To cover me in the shadow of angels
I got caught in the memories
Cause they never fail to prove
I'm insecure and incomplete
It's a stinging point of truth
So I will never find the best of me
Until I find myself in you, I'll find myself in you
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Fiasco
The editing process was certainly an experience though. ZK is the master of jump cuts, and my editing skills improved drastically in a single day. Although the final product wasn't up to our expectations, we still did a good job for our first time :D
The editing for the PSA however, was a whole new can of worms. Our almost-final product (missing audio track) was completed, I saved all the bins and closed Avid. Then we decided to export it into our thumbdrives instead. However, when we re-opened Avid (less than a minute later), our video track was gone!!! No one has any idea how it happened so I'll just pray that the Gods of Leniency give Mrs Raimi a little poke, to let us have more editing time WITHOUT deduction of marks.
I have to do the powerpoint slides for tomorrow. Bye.

Sunday, June 28, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
I won't post them here, go find them if you want to watch.
User: tpcmm
On hindsight I realised that my class probably chose the wrong song for a lip dub - it was too fast. But we made a commendable effort in trying to give everyone equal screen time and Cheryl totally rocked as the camerawoman.
I've been feeling lethargic. Exercise is needed. Skating - 5th July, Sunday. \m/
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
As we go on we remember
My cheese keeps going stale or getting eaten by mice! I think I'm operating on a loss here...
Oh no I'm running out of things to blog.
I shall sleep.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
A short update...
School starts tomorrow. BMR Individual Assignment 1 is due at 11am tomorrow too. I've not started. I'm so dead.
Okay, bye!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
I am a cyber-stalker
Tomorrow is the beginning of the PC camp. I will forget anything to do with Single Camera Production after I leave the studio at noon, until the next time we have to do re-filming or editing.
My mind is a blank slate now. I just want to forget about everything for a couple of days. Heck, I don't even feel like packing my bag for camp!

My inner cyber-stalker comes out in full force when I am particularly interested in a person. For example, my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend.
I try to find out as much as I can about their time together and it's not because I'm insecure. I just get this niggling feeling inside of me to find out as much as I can. Knowledge is power.
Cyber-stalking also brings out the worst in me. Sometimes I wonder if I may be going overboard with digging into the past. It also prompts me to wonder "what would happen if we bump into each other?"
Sunday, June 14, 2009
And I discovered Red Bull is now SUGAR FREE!
Mummy: "Huh?"
Me: "Manpuku..."
Mummy: "Manbuku?
Me: "Manpuku."
Mummy: "Mankuku?"
Brother: "ManPU!ku!"
And he spit saliva on me in the process.
We had dinner at Verge in Gillman Village - it's also home to Handle Bar, where all the motorcyclists go to.
The food was good!
But a tad expensive, and I'd still rather go to Al Forno since it's so much nearer.
I tried a Frozen Margarita and I didn't like it. At all. Bleagh.

Tomorrow is the shooting of the TVC. I hope everything goes well - but if it doesn't we're only metres away from the studio.
Saturday, June 13, 2009

This picture is so cute!
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Filming for the PSA today was a disaster waiting to happen.
First, the camera wouldn't record and after much panicking, we finally managed to call Nicholas from MediaBiz and it turned out that our DV tape was on safe mode. (Safe mode prevents you from recording)
The bicycle shop uncle wouldn't act for us (not even for a simple scene) and his co-workers were just as unhelpful. Faith and Amelia managed to get hold of a stranger on the street and he was nice enough to rehearse and film the scene. We only realised the camera couldn't record AFTER the rehearsing and the guy (also called Nicholas) was VERY NICE! He gave us his number and agreed to come back to find us after we got the camera settled!
He wasn't even pissed off when we called him 20 short minutes later to tell him it was fine!
And he was on a date with his girlfriend...
Nice people, nice people.
After filming got underway, the weather got in the way.
It was really really hot, then it got overcast and finally a strong wind started to blow. We wrapped up filming (we hadn't finished!) so we'll have to continue another day T_T
Oh, and Daven was nice enough to come down when I asked for help regarding the tape! HAHAHAHA.
I shall sleep now.
Ta!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Sociology
It is a given that family businesses DO exist but whether they coexist in peace or in conflict is entirely up to the proprietors.
[12:01am]
Sociology group meeting just now was an epic failure. Josh came late and the other Josh had to leave just as he came. The rest of us were simply incapable of producing anything of worth (with the exception of Marika).
I met Ziling again to complete the storyboard for our consultation with Ms Chee tomorrow, it didn't go too well either. We forgot to draw in crucial scenes (because we took photos for convenience), for example the PASSING OF THE BATON.
I had a really absurd dream last night about MEETING ZILING TO DO THE STORYBOARD.
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I'm just tired.
All I want to do is flop into bed and go to sleep.
But I still have cast to settle.
And just thinking about attending CCA awards tomorrow when I could be doing things that are much more productive in that space of a few hours...
Oh my god.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Re-connecting with my roots?
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待
周杰伦's version of the song wasn't that bad but 费玉清's solo is still better :D
Sometimes I don't see why the people in CMM are so potato-ish. There's nothing wrong with Mandarin and there's certainly no fault in having a chinese name. It may be harder for people to remember me (especially foreigners) but when the time comes for me to deal with it, I will. While I'm still in Singapore (where the majority population is Asian) I don't see why I should take an english name.
Sucks to those who think my chinese name is uncool. Do YOU know who I'm referring to?
While we're on the topic of CMM - Ziling, Marika and I had a mini-bitch/venting session about certain people in the course who are so self-obsessed you can't help but want to smack them. The lip dub was a class effort and never mind if you went off to get a drink (for YOURSELF only), but trying to get yourself more screen time when others only had a few seconds was plainly unreasonable and proof of how you're an attention-seeking idiot. Grow up!
BMR consultation with Mr Ramesh for our surveys was pretty good - he sure has his own way of teaching. I have to start on my BMR individual literature review as well as do some research for Sociology group project, and study for the test as well. In between all that, I shall have to find time to salvage my Audio Production assignment which I screwed up due to insufficient effort in scripting and preparation.
And I got myself landed for sound duty in the CCA awards ceremony - there goes two days of rest time/project time.
Regarding the title of this post: Yes, I AM interested in re-connecting with my chinese roots. CMM culture has all but atrophied my command of Mandarin. How do I get around to doing this...
I promise to read at least one 联合早报 per week. That should be a good enough start.

Monday, June 8, 2009
I got a tad sunburnt and the warm water of the shower stings my arms.
Ular-lah is by far the best ride there - until you get sick of it.
The wave pool is very much overrated (in my opinion) and I actually managed to get SEASICK while in it. Je suis très pathétique, non?
Honestly, the never-ending meetings and things to do are taking a toll on me and I cannot wait for this semester to be over and the break to be here. I haven't eaten with my family in about two weeks and it doesn't feel good.
Lip dub is crossed off my list of things-t0-do and I'm infinitely thankful for that.
GEEK IN THE PINK

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Cupid in his full glory

The stars of the show (missing the hot guy&girl)
Credits to Kat's camera for the photos :D She was an awesomely cute geek!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
The first is always the hardest
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Happy birthday, mummy.
I have to confess that I don't keep count of how old my parents are - I'd much prefer to think they are un-aging and will be with me forever. Self-delusion works, if only for the time being.
I know I'm not a good daughter - but I'm not bad either. It still pains my heart to see her love my brother so much and yet receive nothing in return.
He sulked through her birthday dinner at Pizza Hut (they chose PH because he likes it) and left immediately after I arrived to meet his friends.
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I am extremely tired.













